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Hi there,

This month might've been the worst I've ever had. Which means it can only get better, etc, maybe. My sister attempted to do something to herself and I found her and we spent the whole night in the hospital, my parents are finally splitting up (?), or at the very least my dad is going to leave the house, I won't get to see my partner for til September 12 and I'm moving away soon for school and that's scary. Everything has been really scary. I'm so ready for the summer to end. That's all I can say. I'm lucky I have a partner I can talk to instead of my diary. That's why there hasn't been like four posts a month like last year. I'm glad this thing still exists though. Anyways. I feel strangely hopeful now after everything has blown over, I think things will be okay. 

I saw American Football ten days ago, they performed at History in Toronto and it was so wonderful. We arrived there late but we still managed to be right up front; I'd never been so close at a concert before. It was really lovely, I'm really happy I got that experience. I'm moving out in 13 days. My last shift at work is on Thursday and thank goodness for that, I will not miss it. I wish I did more this summer, I wish I had worked somewhere cooler, and with more shifts, but I didn't and I guess that's going to just have to be okay. I wish things could be easy. I just burnt my pizza because the timer didn't go off. I feel like I have forgotten how to read and write.