Microwave Potatoes

Howdy,

It's FEBRUARY, so I thought I'd make a post. Oh man, I forgot to write a thing on the anniversary of this blog, but whatever. Things are going okay! They're like, just ok. I'm pretty fine. I miss school but I guess I'll be going to a completely new one next fall, it'll be like a scary adventure. I have absolutely no clue how I will fund it because I still haven't even found a shitty job and it's been a month. Money is stressful but I am kind of happy about not being employed. Sort of. It's gross outside. 

I'm still really grateful that I met my ***partner***  because they're so sweet and I love being around them. Yesterday we spent like seven hours together watching shows and things, and I have never in my life spent that long alone with someone without going insane. I introduced them to Bee & Puppycat and they introduced me to Over the Garden Wall and it was such a pretty show, I really loved it. That frog can really sing. It's really cool that they want to do the things that I like, I've never experienced that before. We're immature and I have a hard time talking about my feelings in person and I don't like it because I think it's so important. That's why I'm here. I feel like a 14 year old because I don't know how to kiss someone or tell someone I want to, like, be near them and it's embarrassing. We sit at the edge of their bed for hours and they're all the way on the other side and I want to touch arms. I really want to kiss them. They know all about the things that I like, like all the stupid things and I feel really seen. I hope I make them feel that way too. I think we've only got like a few months left, though, before we part ways. They'll be graduating and going home so far away and I'll be going back to school so far away, and I won't get to see their pretty face in real life :-( I try not to think about it that much, though, we went shopping today and they eat like a little kid. 

Me + Theo hiding from the fixer man