Shrinky Dinks

Today I saw NOT ONE, NOT TWO, NOT THREE, BUT SEVEN GROUNDHOGS. They're like, slightly cooler rabbits. Oh wait, I just remembered a couple things ago I was totally hating on groundhogs, but I was also kinda going through it then. Now is a slightly different going-through-it. Anyways, somehow I filled my time with a lot of things, so I'm happy-ish. I have like no shifts at work now, and you know what, GOOD - Because I am very done with it. It's just a weird, stupid job. I'll miss my coworkers though -- you guys were really cool and made it more than bearable. 

Little shrinky-dink I made of my sister's cat, Yammy :^)

Yesterday someone from work asked me out and it kind of made me want to die. I've never in my life been asked that before and I felt like I was going to vomit up my entire throat. I don't even know why, he seems very sweet and kind, but I felt scared as hell and it sort of ruined everything. I just told him I didn't like men, which felt even worse, and I'm not sure why when it's *mostly* true. The kind of man I like is probably someone who wouldn't ask that. I don't know. It was cool of him, though, I definitely don't have that kind of courage. It's really, really cool to vulnerable like that. But man, the guy said he doesn't even READ. He hasn't read since HIGH-SCHOOL.. You're like, in your mid 20s!!! 

I'm frustrated. I want to befriend men, but you can just sort of tell that they aren't looking for that. Platonic connections are really important to me. I asked him if we could be friends, and gave him my stupid instagram and I think that was probably dumb and a mistake and I don't know, I was panicking. Whatever though, I think it's important to try. Life is so silly and small that I think it's important to tell people you like them. This doesn't apply to me though -- I ain't doing it. 

I don't know man. I'm just too weird for it all (in the most non-notlikeothergirls way, ew). Also, I have no idea how the heck I managed to garner 220 views for this site -- that's pretty cool too. Thanks :^) Unless it's literally just all me, whoops.