Shrinky Dinks

Today I saw NOT ONE, NOT TWO, NOT THREE, BUT SEVEN GROUNDHOGS. They're like slightly cooler rabbits. Oh wait, I just remembered a couple things ago I was totally hating on groundhogs, but I was also kinda going through it then. Now is a slightly different going-through-it. Somehow I filled my time with a lot of things, so I'm okay. I have no shifts at work now (I did in fact have three shifts), and you know what, GOOD - Because I am done with it all. It was just a weird, stupid job. I'll miss my coworkers though -- you guys were really sweet and made it more than bearable. 

Little shrinky-dink I made of my sister's cat, Yammy :)

Yesterday someone from work asked me out and it kind of made me want to die. I've never in my life been asked that before and I felt like I was going to vomit up my entire throat. I don't really know why. He seems kind, but I felt scared as hell and it sort of ruined everything. I just told him I didn't like men, which felt worse even though it's mostly true.  Well, the kind of man I like probably wouldn't dare ask that. Actually, I don't think it's that I'm not attracted to men, i'm just attracted to souls -- and his didn't do anything for mine at all. Straight men don't tend to have very interesting ones, I think. But what do I know. It was sort of cool of him, though, I definitely don't have that kind of courage. It's cool to vulnerable like that. But man, the guy said he doesn't even READ. He hasn't read since HIGH-SCHOOL.. You're like, in your mid 20s!!! And he said he didn't think art was important or should be mandatory! Okay.

But I'm frustrated, and I was panicking. Whatever though, life is so silly and small that I still think it's important to tell people you like them. This doesn't apply to me though.

Also, I have no idea how the heck I managed to garner 220 views for this site -- that's pretty cool :-) Unless they're all me, which I guess is cool too.