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Hi, hello

If someone reads this, I hope you have a lovely week/end :) 

Today was so so busy but I did everything without giving up, so wahoo. I was getting close to just sleeping all night and not going to dnd, but I'm glad I did because it was really fun and I was actually able to do things, like my dice rolls weren't awful. We killed a hag which was sad because I like them, I would definitely be one if they existed. Something something patriarchal bad mother archetype makes her cool. I wanna snag a set of pretty dice with like, liquid and sparkles inside of them. My DM has a d20 ring?!?! And also she brings snacks, I love her.

There's only one week left of classes which sucks but it's ok :( There's this guy in a few of them who is really, really nice to me. He lets me rant about stuff that I like and ask stupid questions and he doesn't seem to mind. It's too bad that he probably doesn't like women and is also probably in a relationship because he is very very pretty and has kind eyes and he smells really good??. Which is weird. And he walks like really bouncy (???) and that's cute. Anyways.

I submit this stupid essay that I thought was genius in the moment, but I read it over in the morning and it's actually incoherent and I have no idea what the heck is going on. And soon I'll be an actual neet but at least I'll be able to work on my neocities thing and finish it. I've given up on ye old blogspot. It did keep me company for a bit when I was losing my mind last year. Maybe I've just been abnormally social these last months and I haven't felt the need to unload everything in a post. Anyways, I really like being a hobby-hoarder, i recommend it :)

Also, DON'T START A 3,000 WORD PAPER THE NIGHT BEFORE IT'S DUE. I don't know what horrible demon convinced me that I could not only leave it til that late, but also finish by 8pm (???) I was up and hallucinating at like 3am with it half-done. Like I had to pace around my room and then go for a walk outside at 4am, it was bad. My sincerest apologies to all my roommates. 

Oh my gosh, also all my PLANTS DIED. Or like, they're actively DYING. My beloved ivy is all rotten :( I have no idea why, she managed to survive for like a year. It's almost as devastating as when my weird hand plant looked healthy until I realized it was actually just complete mush ?!?! like the whole time. 

So I forgot why I was writing in the first place, I guess this was just an update for whatever. BYE