how to not lose myself post-graduation

HELLO INTERNET 

I had the pleasure of seeing the guy I really liked a few months ago and something wonderful happened. I realized that all the amazing things and cool traits that I projected onto him weren't really him at all, but ME!!! I was the interesting one!!! It took me three years to figure out that this isn't just a guy who is misunderstood and has lame friends, he really is just as uninteresting as them!!! I saw him standing there and he looked boring. My roommates' cat was afraid of him. I came home to my house a mess on halloween and thought about how he was there to contribute to it. Anyways. Gross. 

It is my second last week of class, maybe forever. Oh no. Who knows. I wanted to make a list of things I have to look forward to in the future, because it kind of feels like the world is going to end. In other words, I want to make sure I don't lose myself and sink into an abyss post-graduation.

1. BOOKS. READ. Read. read. ReaD. Read. Books will still exist, I swear. Everything will be okay as long as I don't stop reading.. 

2. Creating. Please =(. Please create things. I worry that I will find myself working a horrible job, coming home and scrolling on my phone, eating slop and then repeating it for the rest of my life. I am in grave danger of doing this, unless I keep reading and creating. Oh my god.

3. TRAVELLING -> Even locally!!! There is lots of lovely things to see :)

4. Cats.

5. Making new friends and relationships :)

Ok, so that's it. But that's fine. BYE.