November!!!

Do you ever notice someone, and when you talk to them for the first time their face makes a lot of sense? I don't think I really look into the faces of people very often. It feels so incredibly intimate, like an explosion or something that's not allowed. Maybe it's for the best that I don't. Or maybe it's the eyes in general that I'm not allowed to look into. Or maybe it's just specific people. I did it recently and suddenly I'm noticing things that I really shouldn't be noticing. This is vague because I'm embarrassed. He had a MCR shirt on and I thought that was kind of cool. I said something stupid to him on a whim. His eyebrows did this thing and his eyes kind of soft-crinkled, and that did it. I think they're blue? I want to check again. Also, he has a really bouncy walk. And blonde hair, that's new.

Anyways. I think the universe tired of me. If she is, she knows how she can shut me up!!!

I graduate in a MONTH. A MONTH. VOMIT. My stupid future rests on many things. At least there's always this.