Pomegranate Cramps

Today was super gross, but that's okay. 

My shelf fell and my favourite pot broke. It was pink and had pomegranates on it. Mud and dirt went all over my bed. I went to all kinds of hardware stores trying to find screws that I could shove into the weird holes the person before me made when they put the thing up but nothing worked. I basically crawled out of the house on all fours because I get the nastiest cramps known to woman on the first day of my period, and I thought I could make it to my town's hour-away Rona, but when I stepped off bus 1 out of 2 I was seeing things from the pain and had to stumble back home. I'm writing a little silly here, but I honestly thought I was going to collapse on the street. It was BAD. I am a SURVIVOR.

On a sadder note, I went to one of my school's board game club meetings like I usually do, and I don't know what was happening, but I felt both depersonalized and derealized at the same time. You know in some video games where once you die you can respawn as a ghost and spectate everyone? It felt like that!!! I kind of wanted to cry. I really did try today though.

OH. BUT GUESS WHAT!!! On my way home when I thought all was lost, I GOT A CALL FROM MY SISTER SAYING SHE SNAGGED SOME MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE TICKETS!!! FOR CHEAP!!! AND THEY AREN'T IN THE NOSEBLEEDS!!! I don't know how we got so lucky, I thought we'd have to get some like five minutes before the show. I kept having dreams where we were driving to the venue, ticketless. And also I was missing shoes. I'm thrilled, but I don't think it's clicked in yet, my emotions feel delayed. I think I'm just really wonky today. 

But oh my god, it's next Friday. I've been waiting for these tickets since they came out in January and I've already changed so much since then. This will be my third ever concert, and my first with other people! I went alone to two Weezer shows in the past two years and I had a really amazing time. It's so much better to do things alone than to not do anything at all. Although the most recent show I went towas terrifyingly massive, and I did almost give up trying to find my seat because I didn't realize the freakin' stadium would be pitch-black and like a colosseum. ANYWAYS. I digress. I turned my sister and my mom onto MCR because I kept forcing them to listen to them in the car, and they're coming with me :-) I'm really excited to pick an outfit and do their makeup and things, it'll be a blast. Heheehehe. 

This is a stupid blog post but whatever, I'm allowed. I'm going to take lotsa pictures with my busted phone and print them and put them on my wall. And if I am so inclined, I may put some here. Yay. 

OKAY, GBYE